Tag: Rant

Left out again

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Yeah, OK, once more I get ignored by my so-called friends.

It seems the company had a welcoming party for Yo!Master’s return from the army, going out to eat and stuff and who wasn’t invited? Yeah you guessed it.

I found out they had something planned when I called Master’s house on Saturday to see what’s new, after getting his mail about coming home.
His grandmother told me he was staying at a common friend’s house and he was going to eat out that day with the rest of the crew. They had “forgotten” once more to tell me about it. I called Psymon to see what’s up and he validated it. They were going out that night.

So much for 6 years of friendship. As soon as you stop gaming you might as well not exist.

Screw that.

Well, at least I don't have to deal with this…

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I also found out this blog ((UPDATE: 09/02/09: Removed link as forum has gone away and I’m linking to a placeholder ad page)) about the life of a clerk within a video club holding a sizable porn section. Definitely worth a read. I’ve also wasted some perfectly good time trying to find some other nice blogs like this.

Yesterday I also saw the Doors Movie (or rather more appropriately, the Jim Morrison biography) and while a friend of mine enjoyed it I found the later half of the movie to be extremely irritating. The dude was an asshole, wasting his life and brains away and finally dying at 29. He lived in a time filled with lcd tripping hippies that adored him and he indulged unconditionally in all his hedonistic vices. My respect for the Doors and especially for Morrison has gone down ofter seeing this movie. Aside from his creativity, he has nothing redeeming and I truly can’t understand the people that have him as a role-model.

Eh FFS!

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This is really stupid! I just can’t believe how stupid women can be at times!
So I’ve been going out with this girl for the last week ALL THE FUCKING TIME and we have a good time ALL THE FUCKING TIME but when I try to kiss her she pulls away. She is not ready for a relationship – she says. She thinks that she will treat me badly – she says. Never mind the fact that we could be fucking married with all the time we’ve been spending together…

This is really, really sad. Why can’t a nice guy get the good girl he wants? Why do they prefer the jerk-kind of man and fall for them and stay with them for many damn years while I can’t hold a relationship for more than a couple of months? The fact that they seem to always break up because they “Have personal/psychological problems” or because they think that “I’m too fucking nice” for them (emphasis mine) is just icing on the cake!
I guess the only solution is to become a jerk myself. Yeah, that’s it, act like a nice guy on stupid chicks to get them to open their legs and then ignore them until they go away. Shouldn’t be too hard to do…only I won’t do it.
It may be the easy (sex) way but I just won’t lower my standards. (I’d like to see me say that a couple of years from now on the same situation…)

However this situation still pisses me off. If I can’t do anything with a girl that I know likes me, where do I stand? Am I too nice for my own good? I have a feeling that no matter what Diane says the dude is right…

Yesterday I was talking with a good friend of mine and he told me this little wisdom:

You must not be too perfect for a woman. If you do that you just let them walk all over you, and you can never hold out long enough. What you must do is make them happy with less. If you give them everything at the start they’ll start asking for even more later but if you give them just a few they’ll be happy when you do act normally, even for a little while.

(free quote, not his exact words)
I am not convinced that he is right yet, but if I don’t find someone to prove him wrong there is no other option…

There are no other news because the only thing I’ve been doing is hanging out with my new friend…buzz off!

Wow! for WoW

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Man, I haven’t had time to post just because of World of Warcraft. This game rulez (Ha! let me hear me saying that 2 months from now…*sigh*)
I’ve created my first character and then had to trash him because all my friends moved to the other RP server ARGH! Ok, that sucked but I’m starting to like the new character even more. Rogue Engineer Troll, (I wanted to play a goblin but noooooo) Trolls rock however and I need to learn to talk like a Jamaican mon.
Only problem is, there isn’t as much RP as I would like. I hope this is remedied as I advance in level.

Other than that, I haven’t been doing much these days, except yesterday when I went to the movies to see The Grudge…man let me tell you something about annoying audience. I felt I was back at kindergarten! It’s one thing to have one loud person in the room and another to be the only one quiet. I mean, it was a GOD DAMN THRILLER and people were laughing at all the scary scenes. It really ruins the mood 🙁
The move didn’t impress me too much btw, it had some script holes I didn’t like. (Such as the zombified Yoko. What’s up with that?)
I saw my friends after a long time as well.

I’m getting disappointed with the relationship as well 🙁 I think I’m going to bring this to a finish be that bad or good. I just can’t take the psychological pressure anymore. I mean, I’m playing [tag]WoW[/tag] and wondering why she’s acting that way. 🙁
She also played a scene on me where she would be calling by 8 and didn’t and then, just to check I called her by midnight (without caller id) and when she answered I heard voices as if she was out, then I called her house and she didn’t answer. The other day she told me she was sick and stayed all day inside and that her phone doesn’t ring. I don’t know which of us is stupid here…

I’ve left linux fall by the wayside though, too bad WoW doesn’t have a linux client 🙁 that would be awesome. I have to reboot every time I come and leave.